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Life isn't fair sometimes. It really isn't. Christian brings Piper home tonight and tells me he's engaged. Yet again.
This is the third time since me.
I'm not bitter about not having him. I'm honestly not. I'm bitter that he's shoving his lovers slash girlfriends slash flavors of the month in Piper's face all the time and I'm bitter that he's been allowed to move on like this.
I haven't been able to because I've devoted myself to being what he couldn't and wouldn't. A parent. Someone that will always be there for Piper no matter who or what is going on in my life.
Why the hell am I so pissy about this tonight?
This is the third time since me.
I'm not bitter about not having him. I'm honestly not. I'm bitter that he's shoving his lovers slash girlfriends slash flavors of the month in Piper's face all the time and I'm bitter that he's been allowed to move on like this.
I haven't been able to because I've devoted myself to being what he couldn't and wouldn't. A parent. Someone that will always be there for Piper no matter who or what is going on in my life.
Why the hell am I so pissy about this tonight?